Please Forgive Me

Want to write something, can't think of anything to write, therefore, you get the lyrics of the song currently playing.

Please forgive me
If I act a little strange
For I know not what I do.
Feels like lightning running through my veins
Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you

Help me out here
All my words are falling short
And there's so much I want to say
Want to tell you just how good it feels
When you look at me that way
When you look at me that way

Throw a stone and watch the ripples flow
Moving out across the bay
Like a stone I fall into your eyes
Deep into some mystery
Deep into that mystery

I got half a mind to scream out loud
I got half a mind to die
So I won't ever have to lose you girl
Won't ever have to say goodbye
I won't ever have to lie
Won't ever have to say goodbye

Yeah na na na na
Yeah na na na na

Please forgive me
If I act a little strange
For I know not what I do
It's like my head is filled with lightning girl
Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you
Everytime I look at you

The most amazing christmas light set-up ever!!!

A very cool Christmas light setup. The guy who did this must of had a lot of time on his hands. The music is very good too.

Mirrors:
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Size: 9MB

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Flip out... Like A Ninja

Cuz that's what ninjas do

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Love Songs

I'm in a strangely good mood, and I think it's because of the music I'm listening to. It's all love songs, and I don't mean that kind of cheap, sappy, pop radio crap; I'm talking REAL love songs. Good music is what that is. It's the kind of music you can sit back and relax to. Funny thing is, and this always seems to be the case, it's on random.

I suddenly realized today that... well... I'm almost done.

I've looked at my schedule, and as far as teaching, I'm done. There isn't anything else new to cover in class. The only thing left to do it going to be grading the final exam and the final portfolio, which I don't think is going to be TOO difficult. And my classes; one more photo shoot should do it for Karen's class, and for Elizabeth's class I only have a couple more papers to write. I kind of feel dumb after writing that post the other day stressing out about all of this stuff, because when I took the time to look at it in perspective, there's not much left.

Sometimes I wish I could write about everything that was happening. There is a lot more to my life then I let on, but some issues are more personal then others, and while I don't mind talking about it, it's something I don't think is appropriate for the ENTIRE world to know. I use to write everything down in a real journal, but that became nothing more then a bitch-fest and I don't know what I was accomplishing there.

At least here, I think I may be doing something...

Bloggin' Time

This semester is almost over. Only two more weeks. It's been rough. This whole teaching while taking classes thing is a lot more work then I would have thought it would have been. If it was just classes... fine. Just teaching... fine. But when you combine the two, all of a sudden it's like you have double the work. All kinds of things come up from teaching that you never think about.

Example: study guides.

These things aren't easy to make and of course the students HAVE to have a study guide. It's easy to forget that in being a teacher, you already know everything that you are trying to teach people and your students... don't.

I know things will be easier next semester, even if I am teaching a subject I'm unfamiliar with, just because I will know better how to manage my time. The upcoming break is also must needed. It would be nice to have a day off that is ACTUALLY a day off. There always seems to be something to do.

On to more complaining... I hate winter. I hate snow. We're moving into that time of year and it is not pleasant. I wish it was Fall again (even though it still technically is Fall). I enjoy 65 degree days where there is a nice breeze and only a few clouds in an amazing blue sky. That's gone now and won't return until about next October. Boo.

Is there anything good you ask? Yeah, there is, but I don't want to talk about that...

Anti-cancer Compound In Beer

A micronutrient called xanthohumol is present in beer and according to scientists "is one of the more significant compounds for cancer chemoprevention that we have studied"!

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Survey Again

1. If you could "take back" your virginity from you first partner, would you? No
   
2. Would you prefer the lights on or off during sex? Lights, camera, action
   
3. Do you judge people solely by their musical preferences? No
   
4. Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh? Of course
   
5. Would you ever start a relationship with someone who was still living with an ex for financial reasons? Knowing me, yeah, probably
   
6. Do you need to know everything about someone's past? No
   
7. It is more worth while and satisfying to improve the world or appreciate the world? Appreciate the world
   
8. Do you feel you have a purpose or calling in life? I hope so
   
9. Do you believe that dreams can be messages from a "higher level"? Yes
   
10. Would you rather have a great friend you could share everything with or a great lover you can't really talk to? A great friend
    
11. Is the male or female body the closest to perfection? Women are beautiful
    
12. Should a child who's caught masturbating be punished? No
    
13. Do you like kissing in public? Yes
    
14. Do you have a fetish that you would like to employ in your next relationship? Sure
    
15. Did America really put a man on the moon? I think so, but there is some strong evidence to say otherwise
    
16. Would you date someone significantly (9 years or over) older than you? Maybe
    
17. Generally, in life, what makes you happier? Being with the ones I love
    
18. How well do you handle criticism? Pretty well
    
19. Would you like to date someone a lot purer than you? Been there, done that
    
20. When fooling around with someone, do you sometimes have sexual fantasies about other people? No
    
21. Is it possible for full-figured women to be equally attractive as thinner women? Yes
    
22. You've just met someone incredible while out with friends, and (s)he's been kind enough to cough up a phone number. How long do you wait to call? 3 days
    
23. Do you think the family of a murder victim should have any say in what punishment is given to the murderer? Yes
    
24. Would you have a "happy button" installed on your body, connected to your brain, which would instantly make you very happy when pressed? That could be fun
    
25. Would you rather know everything about your mate, or be regularly surprised? I'd like to know enough, but surprise is good
    
26. We are all human, do you judge someone for a past discretion? Not always
    
27. What is sexiest on a woman or a man? Their eyes
    
28. Would you rather have your dream job or your soul mate for the rest of your life? My soul mate
    
29. Do you consider yourself sexually open minded? Yes
    
30. Should your mate also become your best friend? Yes
    
31. Would you rather marry a virgin or someone experienced? Probably someone experienced
    
32. Have you ever had a true one-night stand? Yes
    
33. Have you ever posed as a nude model while someone sketched/painted/photographed you? No
    
34. Would you prefer good things happened, or interesting things? I like the good things
    
35. Is it better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all? Loved and hopefully not lost...