... and so it goes.
I now know how I feel, and I'm miserable.
I'm depressed.
I'm alone.
Add another broken heart to the checklist.
The worst part is, I should be fighting, but I'm not. I'm sitting here asking myself what good would fighting do? I've been fighting and it hasn't worked, why would it work now? Maybe I wasn't fighting hard enough, maybe this is the time I really NEED to be fighting?
I'm lost and don't know what to do...
1 comment:
Okay, I know this not what you want to hear right now...BUT, you know me I'll say it anyway.
This wasn't the right time for you two. She obviously has some serious issues to work through, and maybe a bit more growing up to do.
You should know that you are a great person to be around, and you should have no trouble finding someone to pass some time with...(no time for self deprecation). Remember, you are in your early 20's....it's not like you *have* to find "THE ONE" right now.
If she happens to be the one, then when the time is right all the pieces will fall into place. I know that is such a cliche thing to say, but I am not that original.
Now is the time to focus on your teaching, classes, and go out and blow off some steam...get a drink, get in a fight....go to a strip club, whatever floats your boat.
I guarentee you will meet someone else who can make you happy more than they make you miserable.
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